Life Expectancy: 65 Years
Claud
An avid collector of your hopes and worries, a romantic at heart.
She thanks her fairies, for blessing her with people who know compassion down to an art.
For accepting her for who she is, who never fails to turn up,
in times of need as well as happiness, or just there for a loving hug.
Saturday, August 20, 2011
Certain Facts and Certain Ideas
I'm glad that I met up with nat this friday and it's been a long while since we've updated each other about our lives. It just feels so good to listen to her talk and to tell her what I'm going through. <3 it's great to find someone who understands you.
On a side note, I'm really glad to see her happy with Rovin and that despite difficulties, there are still more important things in life - like commitment and working things out.
Makes me want to have a relationship like theirs, then again, I know I'm not that ready to settle down just yet.
Meeting the gang after that reminded me why my 'previous decision' was really one of desperation rather than desire. Thinking back, I find myself very embarrassed by the whole situation. HAHA! Then again, we live and we learn =)
The calenders of my friends are all screwed! Nat, Kris and XY are having exams and later, holidays when the rest of us NUS/NTU/SMU/SIM people are starting school =( I wish they could just coordinate the calenders already so that friends have more time to meet each other and have CHALETS!
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I don't know is it that we grow older, we become more careful to get our hearts broken. Do we protect ourselves with a layer of 'lightness and casualness' to shield our vulnerabilities beneath. What is it about age, that makes us feel we have more to lose if we cannot open ourselves to criticism and difference. I don't know if this is the sort of thing to ask now - and in times, I do feel a teeny bit sore from the intrusions of tactless people from time to time, so much so that I become insecure and blame myself for what happened to the other party. However, there are moments when I think it's that we no longer can afford to set ourselves up for judgement and take the fall when someone else just doesn't agree with us. We stop trying. As we grow older, do we also stop growing up?
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