Life Expectancy: 65 Years
Claud
An avid collector of your hopes and worries, a romantic at heart.
She thanks her fairies, for blessing her with people who know compassion down to an art.
For accepting her for who she is, who never fails to turn up,
in times of need as well as happiness, or just there for a loving hug.
Monday, April 12, 2010
tension
It's almost as if I'm clairvoyant. I had a dream last night that my (£(*%&(£$^(@) relatives wanted to us to undergo care-giver training because they are pulling my mum out of hospital. I was so scared that I just opened my eyes. Like one moment it's closed, the other moment it's open that kind of thing.
Then this morning my dad forward me the email they sent him, that they are going to have a meeting to decide a who is the 'chairperson' (like only 4 of them, chair what shit? they obviously did not have a diploma in business management), and for my dad to disclose all my mum's assets.
I already feel uncomfortable for disclosing so much of our family information to them. I really don't want to show them any more. But it's not something I have a say.
Shit. Why do I have to be born 1989?
=.=
In the mean time, my mum's been running a fever for 4 days already. Today the doctor up-ed the antibiotics to keep her fever below...been sponging her to keep the temperature at 37.5. In any case, my mum's fever is due to a throat infection and that also explains why she is not getting enough oxygen in the system. Seeing them administer oxygen is like a stab to my heart...we were progressing so well...
She must be in so much pain =(
The docs are going to monitor her situation...they say if this persists, they'll send her down to the hospital. Hope it doesn't come to that.
Can you imagine if my mum was at home? We wouldn't know what to do already and I shudder to think about the consequences if that happened.
Thanks everyone for your well-wishes and prayers...i'm truly touched to have friends like you guys and gals that care =) it gives me much hope about life already....HAHAHA
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