Life Expectancy: 65 Years
Claud
An avid collector of your hopes and worries, a romantic at heart.
She thanks her fairies, for blessing her with people who know compassion down to an art.
For accepting her for who she is, who never fails to turn up,
in times of need as well as happiness, or just there for a loving hug.
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Studying
OKOK...i admit, i love to study.
HAHA...i guess i never wanted to come across as a bookworm-nerd-geek-nose-buried-in-a-book kinda person. You know, i always wanted to be that hip, cool, sociable person that everyone likes to hang around with.
Alas...my love for literature (not the fiction type) and academic papers have seem to perforated through my disguise of 'disliking' studies.
i love to study...hahaha, i like taking exams, writing term papers and doing reflections. i don't know, they make me think and i feel productive =)
So...i am what i am...i don't know why i hid this fact from myself (although it was clear for everyone to see) for so long. Maybe i was embarassed that i wasn't like everyone else - talking about chinese shows, music, clubbing, the latest hollywood gossip. That i should also 'dread' reading journals and books. However, i don't think i want to pretend to dislike anymore. i still like watching shows and movies, reading hollywood gossip (currently subscribed to the Hollywood Gossip), shopping for good clothes and a little makeup, and listening to trashy songs. I guess it makes me reflect them into writing even more.
N.b. improve english stat.
true, some readings give me headaches, and some term papers make me pull my hair out all the time...i'm still human =) but overall, i enjoy the experience. (p.s. it WAS true that socio of food term paper made my puke blood, i'm still feeling the after-effects ok?)
I guess it stems from being generally curious and for my (pre-)disposition for thinking so much. But now, after studying modules that i like and settling my (inner) currents, i look back at my past is that i generally just like pursuing knowledge.
i'm having plans to redo my study room...no more shelf space for my books man.
the word geology still strikes pain in my heart - exactly like a horrible breakup with a lover (not that i've experienced it before, just figure of speech) - but life goes on and i'm happy to be happy studying!
Cheerio people! I can always be a pretty and cute, social and outgoing, nerd!
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