Life Expectancy: 65 Years
Claud
An avid collector of your hopes and worries, a romantic at heart.
She thanks her fairies, for blessing her with people who know compassion down to an art.
For accepting her for who she is, who never fails to turn up,
in times of need as well as happiness, or just there for a loving hug.
Monday, July 06, 2009
URGH
There's a reason why i named my pet in pet society Urgh.
Seriously going through some tough times here...Waiting, hoping.
How are you supposed to react, when someone tells you a piece of bad news which you may or may not know it to be true? And then after that, you met with another person who tells you a piece of news that immediately solves your problem which then needs time for confirmation.
All i can feel is URGH.
It's ok...it's not the people, it's the situation. No point getting upset over trivial things like doubt and judgement.
I'm just tired....but my resolve still stands. I believe this is a way to go forward. Nothing this big will ever come by again.
You see the glass half empty? I see it half full.
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People ask me if i can live with it, using my parent's money to study a subject which no one has heard of, or know about.
I don't feel a need to justify my actions or give reasons to them because I think the future will prove itself to me, or to those people. It's a little like climate change isn't it? We can argue and debate over supposed evidence, but someone will again, find something to debunk it. Like what Ollier said when he visited our lecture, we can only tell in time whose camp is right.
So that's what i am saying, time can only tell who is correct. Precedence have shown me that people who went for what they believed in often get what they want. I have hope, and hope is all I have. The money, whoever it belongs to, is only but a means to an end. If i am to be judged, then please look within yourself first. No one can be certain of the future. I think i know that better than anyone else.
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