Life Expectancy: 65 Years
Claud
An avid collector of your hopes and worries, a romantic at heart.
She thanks her fairies, for blessing her with people who know compassion down to an art.
For accepting her for who she is, who never fails to turn up,
in times of need as well as happiness, or just there for a loving hug.
Friday, June 26, 2009
Bad week
It's been a bad week so far....
I just found out that i'm short of a bit of money to make it to Imperial. But that problem is relatively small as compared to the rest of the problems. At least that could be fixed.
The crankpot chinese doctor has decided to give my mum porridge water to reduce her phelgm - which is the most ridiculous thing i ever heard. That problem remains to be fixed.
You know what scares me about a tiffle or a fight amongst friends? Be it being a party involved or a 3rd party. It's the making-up after...This uncertainty that your friend will treat you less like a friend because of that incident. I'm not saying that could happen, i'm saying that it's the fear of the possibility of that happening.
I just got off the phone/msn with Chris and Kris. Chris told me he's going to start talking to him again. I don't know if i have the mind to do that again after since what he did to chris. But since the info i have now is very premature, i can't only base my conclusions on incomplete info. I think he deserves better. Again, at this point of time of deductions.
Sometimes i wonder if i'm like Greg House. Or becoming someone like him. A life only interested in looking for answers and proving his ego right than to bother the people around him. However, i guess being afraid that i'm becoming like that proves my point that i'm NOT becoming like that character.
Still love Hugh Laurie though - effortlessly charming.
Grey is the new Black.
Communication is the new Apology.
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I hope you won't think of me as less of a person despite this incident and lean on me when you still need to. I'll still be here to listen whenever you need someone to talk to.
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I don't go into my mum's room as often anymore because i can't face her. I cannot bring myself to tell her that i can't stop these bastards from torturing her. I'm not that capable as others want or see me to be. I'm just not.
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