Life Expectancy: 65 Years
Claud
An avid collector of your hopes and worries, a romantic at heart.
She thanks her fairies, for blessing her with people who know compassion down to an art.
For accepting her for who she is, who never fails to turn up,
in times of need as well as happiness, or just there for a loving hug.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Wipe Out
I don't have the kind of stamina anymore....the more i study, the more i want NOT to study. And lately, i've been feeling kind of disconcerted. Like my mind is not anchored onto something.
I need my girlfriends =(...badly need a shoe and hair therapy. In case i sound overly superficial, it's just like the part and parcel of being a girl.
I have a bad habit of getting into things which i know i'll regret later. So maybe i should like stop thinking and start acting. Afterall, the tarot did remind that self-defeat is something i have to face in the next coming year(s). I'll make that my spiritual goal. To eradicate self-defeat. Hurr...easier said than done.
I find Uni life very different from JC and some part of me is disappointed with it. I tot i'll be easier to find a life here, with people of all ages and all courses and NUS is not exactly a boring place. However, maybe i'm looking for the right things at the wrong time. Maybe i should focus on being hardworking like the dude sitting opposite me. I feel bad for msn-ing random stuffos. But then again, that's perhaps my self-defeat talking again.
*PULLS HAIR*
I'm so frustrated....i can't study, i can't go out and play. Shit....
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