Life Expectancy: 65 Years
Claud
An avid collector of your hopes and worries, a romantic at heart.
She thanks her fairies, for blessing her with people who know compassion down to an art.
For accepting her for who she is, who never fails to turn up,
in times of need as well as happiness, or just there for a loving hug.
Monday, January 05, 2009
Just exhausted
About my uncle :
Chris mentioned yesterday that he observed i have gone from sad, to angry to pity for my uncle.
He was also mad that my uncle didn't say return his greeting. HAHAHAHA...i laughed like shit when he said, "NOBODY treats me like this. OOOKKKAAAYY!"
Meanwhile, i'm listening to some rock. It makes me feeling better and yoga definitely helps too.
I've decided to stand firm and be by my dad when he wavers. there's a limit to how much relatives can go, and i have a feeling that if i don' t already learn to be "reasonable aggressive", then i'll suffer a lot next time.
like what the tarot card said about me living in this cycle of injustice, self-doubt and negativity. It is until i learn to get out of this cycle, then will it cease to happen.
ok, you don't need a tarot card to tell me that...it's also something i want for myself. during jan to april of 2008, i've already had a taste of it and it sucks. Now, i can feel the same thing happening all over again.
What have i got to lose by standing up to what i believe? Who needs relatives who were never there for you, when you have great friends who were there for you every step in the way?
Claudia must learn to defend herself.
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