CLAUD

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

Grin and bear it

Yvonne kindly reminded me today about how i once scolded my form teacher back before. Like talked back to her. I can't really remembered that incident because it happened in p1/p2...yeah, but i think i recalled something like my friend was punished for the wrong reason and as a monitress, i tot it wasn't fair to that classmate.

yvonne asked me where did this old self go now? How can i forget my "inner self"?

i also wonder.

Just tonight, my aunt smsed me to ask me about the updates for the MRI. I told her, "i'm surprised ah gu (my uncle) didn't inform you since he went to talk to the doctor before i managed to talk to her. i found out from the doctor only that the MRI will only be done after approval from the consultant. same for the gingko tablets."

Then she replied," ok, let ah gu talk to the doc tml.How come doc not aware we needed the mri?surprise surprise cos your dad called me to inform me that he will proceed with the request yesterday. We all got to be in sync ya?"

at that moment. 2 issues came to my mind. These ppl have selective memory. My father never said that he will proceed yesterday. secondly, what do u mean let my uncle talk to the doctor? she is my mum, anything that the doctor says, my dad or i have to be present.

so i just said, "erm..i don't think u get the picture. ah gu talked to the doc before informing my dad or i and only told me when he needed the letter. i intend to look for the doc when i reach. who's not in sync here, i wonder."

it's true?if you will just look at the previous post, that was the agreed arrangement right?

what the hell lah...

then she said, "ya, just don't sound like you. Maybe it' late. was it wrong for ah gu to also get invovled?are you trying to imply something?"

at that moment, i was mad...but i couldn't find a suitable reply and not admit to some things.

So i said sarcastically,"i've been sleeping later than this since last year. nothing to do with the hour, i'm very much awake."

it tells her 2 things. i stick by what i said and how much she doesn't know about me at all.

AT ALL.

tomorrow morning, my uncle wants to go down early to talk to the doctor. he can probe the doc all he wants, but my instructions to the doc this afternoon was crystal clear. Do not disclose anything except to immediate family members. Period.

23:17