Claud

An avid collector of your hopes and worries, a romantic at heart.

She thanks her fairies, for blessing her with people who know compassion down to an art.

For accepting her for who she is, who never fails to turn up,

in times of need as well as happiness, or just there for a loving hug.

Today...weisheng and guanyu will be coming to visit my mum at 130pm...oh man, i dunno to be touched or surprised...i guess it's a bit of both.

meanwhile, i received a call from my youngest aunt (she scares me sometimes). she told me that one of my mum good friend's mother asked a shifu with regards to my mum's condition. The shifu recommended that we go and pray at this temple, do some ceremonies and then go to another temple and pray again.

For all the people who know me...you know i don't believe in the intangible. i don't believe that death or sickness can be stopped with a prayer. To me, prayers are for the living, the well and fit. It is for OUR peace of mind. But, i'm also willing to be open minded about it and go and pray all the same. If a miracle happens, then i'll be grateful to the deities, to God, to scriptures.....the list goes on.

So much i don't want to owe to someone my life, i don't want to owe my mum's life to someone else. But between getting my mum back and my pride about not believing, i intend to choose the former.

They say to be careful what you wish for....i only want to wish the best for my mum...i'll let whoever up there, down here to decide for her. That'll be my prayer.