Life Expectancy: 65 Years
Claud
An avid collector of your hopes and worries, a romantic at heart.
She thanks her fairies, for blessing her with people who know compassion down to an art.
For accepting her for who she is, who never fails to turn up,
in times of need as well as happiness, or just there for a loving hug.
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
Grave concerns
okay....i like words with double meaning...grave = dead, grave = serious. HAHAHAHA...anyway
i don't know if giving someone hope is always a good thing. Will it still be a good thing if whatever hope you've given is not realised?
I feel bad and defensive all of a sudden. it's like gave hope to someone because u want them to achieve their dreams too. Then again, would it be better if they accepted their 'fate' and moved on in life?
There is no answer. my personal answer is to press on, fight to the death and never give up. That is under the assumption that i can afford to. If the price is too high, then it is not worth fighting for anymore isn't?
I know the feeling of watching your dreams slip away from you in an instant and realise you will never ever have the life u want. Fortunately, i also experienced a feeling of a renewing hope and that persistence maketh one's luck.
it sucks when people don't concern about you - don't give a damn and don't bother to listen to what u have to say. They don't even bother to understand what your dreams are about. It hurts even more when they are your family. Their concerns are graved - dead. My dad is still like that. I don't blame him, i am just disappointed in him.
Cat: In retrospect, I wished i hadn't told shangyi about the Lee foundation if i knew what was the end result. =\ basing on how we both share the same views about this, i want to be a support to you and we can then lean on each other for strength....=]stay strong and positive!
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