Life Expectancy: 65 Years
Claud
An avid collector of your hopes and worries, a romantic at heart.
She thanks her fairies, for blessing her with people who know compassion down to an art.
For accepting her for who she is, who never fails to turn up,
in times of need as well as happiness, or just there for a loving hug.
Friday, September 05, 2008
another panic attack
sometimes when you want something, and got it, you're afraid that it will slip pass your fingers again. I'm just as afraid when that happens. It's called paranoia. I know that the offer from Lee foundation stands, but i'm afraid that a hundred things can go wrong with that. For instance, i took about 1 week and a day to reply to them. I'm afraid that they may take it that i'm not accepting their offer and forfeit it. see what i mean? things can go wrong.
today mr david replied my "happy teacher's day" message. so funny lor....4 days lag. HAHAHA...
so we kept each other updated about things and he mentioned that he was proud of me. it feels kinda nice when your teacher mentioned that he is proud of you. aww~
alright...it makes me want to improve more. like strive further and finish what i've started. I just wonder at what cost.
qabir said, " you have the right to choose what you want to do. however, if you choose to exercise that right, then you also have to be prepared to face criticism."
I'll remember, anytime i choose to exercise that right, i must also be prepared for criticism. No, i didn't know that before - i know now.
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