i've told my mum, it's not that i don't want to pack, there's no place to put all these stuff away to. get what i mean?

haiz...anyway,i'm kinda avoiding going to the freshmen inauguration ceremony on monday...partly because i want to stay at home and watch project runway, but mostly i'm afraid of being alone.

yes, i regret not participating in the freshmen oweek. in any case, i think i'm pretty much alone in NUS bah.

everyone from my school has their own cliques and friends. others from other schools have their own groups as well. it feels very lonely and i somehow wish i had gone to NTU instead of NUS - where yvonne, beryl, xinyi are.

then again, i don't mind to be thrown in a totally new environment like imperial and start all over. i think starting all over works better for me than starting halfway from somewhere.

i hope next monday i can at least talk to someone....hahahaha,i'm so pathetic right?

what ms yeo said really scared me, she mentioned that in University, who you know makes a world of a difference. yeah...as you can tell, i'm not off to a very good start.

i hope things will be better once lectures start. oh, and the nugget thing is that bidding has closed, and i have no idea what course i have yet because the system is closed for us to enter.*rolls eyes*