if i list down all the stupid assinile and irritating things that happened to me, i guess it'll take 2 entries.PLUS the fact that i probably can't remember them either. i think the goldfish memory is spreading =X

in any case....i got a random sms from kok wey...yes, after 4 years, there's some "hi, hello..."mixed feelings of nostalgia and "where the *toot* have you been?!" but more of the former, because if i really am a friend, i would have reached out as well right?

but yeah, but he mentioned meeting adrain, and adrain told me that i'm like a nu3 qiang2 ren2 now....hahahaha...and i replied, "you have no idea how much it cost me."

yeah...and i meant every word of that. it's good to be self-sufficient, confident and assured about life. but when it comes ot LOVE, i guess men don't really go for the nu qiang ren types? even if they do, i'm sure it's not a comfortable idea they hold.

so yeah....i think the perfect lady (see? thats my virogan talking again) is one who can be self-assured yet pliant enough.

maybe i'm not pliant enough...like what beryl said, it's good to let someone take care of you once in a while instead of cheng3 qiang2-ing...hahahaha...how i let ppl take care of me where there is no one there?

okay...before the rest of my girlfriends shoot me. i mean MEN...okay?then again, who needs a guy when u have great girlfriends like them. and precisely because they are great, tts why one day they'll be happily married and busy with their little tikes to bother with this withering old virgin.

THAT is what scares me...

i want to be married by 30 or else....