i think i need a brain re-wiring.

i just had a dream yesterday that made me feel real sad. i dreamt that i was back to secondary school, with mr reis as our form teacher (for some strange reason), after a long break. Like i was seriously ill for 2 years and finally was back with my class. sitting right of me was joyce, and left was evelyn. i vaguely remember shangyi sitting behind. i also dreamt that we went to candy empire to buy shampoo because shangyi was going australia for 5 days and she is sharing with her friends. hahaha....i still can recall that she bought a really small bottle and both evelyn and i were giving her looks...

for some strange reason, alot of things happened and i was back to my old self. like old old shooting-off self.

in the dream, it was both depressing and disturbing. somehow i felt like that brain was no longer my own. it makes sense anyway, because it's a dream.

it also made me paranoid all of a sudden. am i still like that?

hahahaha...i told chris that i can stand in front of a 1000 seated audience and deliver a speech, act, sing, but i cannot face my 爱人 in the eye. I find it hard to tell my feelings to my best friend, good friends,cared friends. so much for being self-assured huh.

in any case, it's just a dream and the past remains firmly in the past. they are PASTs....

oh yeah...i need someone to teach me physics. *looks at vonk* apparently a course in geology included geophysics. and the only thing i remember from secondary school is lumda, f=ma, p.e=h x g and e=mc2. okay...the last one was not taught...HAHAHAHA.

so exciting, i get to learn physics all over again =p

yes people, i can audibly hear your groans (in your mind or otherwise) from here.

and there's another confession to make: my favourite subject in secondary school was not geog. it was nutrition and physics. i only liked the chapter of coasts, weathering and bio-geog in geog...HEEHEE