Claud

An avid collector of your hopes and worries, a romantic at heart.

She thanks her fairies, for blessing her with people who know compassion down to an art.

For accepting her for who she is, who never fails to turn up,

in times of need as well as happiness, or just there for a loving hug.

okay...cooking class is over.
like really over.

it makes me wonder, like if i was in shangyi's position, would i still take up the offer?

my answer then will be, "duh? why not?!"
now, my answer is a firm no.

no. because i want to buy my own freedom. no. because i no longer want to feel bonded. obligated to do something that i secretly don't want to do.

I'm feeling abit moodish today....i'll blog about the chalet when i feel better okay?
somehow when i step back to singapore, all these university worries come flooding back.

I haven't even mailed my rejection yet.
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finally, I can decide for certain and in truth what i really want.

and what i really want, is to be free from this place.this suffocation.

cindy's right, i'm not cut out to study in singapore. she's right because i want her to be.

maybe after i take off to london, i'll regret my choice. that it may be better for me to study here - in singapore aftearall.

like andy sachs in the devil wears prada. sometimes working in the environment you're not meant to be, gives you better insights and forces you to take on another perspective on life. I want that perspective. I don't want to be those people sitting at the bar chit-chatting at a shopping trip to paris and pointing out how nice the scenery is on top of the eiffel tower without ever knowing that it is eiffel who pioneered the engineering concept of skyscrapers.


i know some people might take it that i'm pushing, hard-heading, bossing my way through.

i admit - i am...but that is only because I promised myself that i would live and not just exist.

If i have a chance to visit the Alps, the Riveriera, the Thames, the grand canyon - then i would jump the chance.

When it comes to opportunities - i dun settle for second best.