以泪洗脸....i finally get the feeling. and i haven't even gone to the airport.

before i end my day, there are few things that touched me and i want to write them down to remember them.(i have short term memory)

firstly is vonk....for having the courage and caring more than i deserve.

secondly to my mum...for sitting down with me and discussing the nitty gritty about my overseas education and never once had reservations about my plans. and also, for trusting me and leaving the rein for me to make my own plans.

thirdly to my aunt...for taking time off from her Holiday to ask me which barbie doll (yes, another thing i want to confess, i love barbie dolls) i want and checking up on the situation at London for us.

fourthly for my uncle (above-mentioned aunt's husband)...for so willing to lend me 10k pounds for my education. a debt that goes beyond monetary sense. i can't possibly take it...

fifthly for nat...for hearing all the woes and reminding me the important things in life as well...

and lastly for kris...for putting the icing on the cake for this day. =)

thank you all....