i think those darling brave people who have vetted my essay must have a poor opinion of me...with all the wrong track of thoughts and misled ideas somehow puts me in the thinking if i really am qualified enough to apply for a scholarship.

lately, my friends are all busy making plans. I'm busy making plans. perhaps it's a sense of making plans together that i miss the most.

strange, i never thought of it that way cindy - hahahaha...will consider your "spending time alone to celebrate [with a glass of champagne]" a proposal...

i guess i'm off to my own world to celebrate since everyone else is too busy to bother. i'm can't stop you from moving on with your life...

just go ahead on the train first, i think i'll stop by a cafe with a cup of coffee. see you in a hour.