nuggets.....
somehow i think that people who work outside at this age learn something that others don't. which is to tackle people of all sorts.
I learnt, just last week how important it is to 对鬼说鬼话,对人说人话。 it's pratically a survival skill. and in a very unforgiving way. one should never ever cry in office.....never ever do it again.
just a personal office:if i have to step into that office for the 3rd time for something like this again. you can be sure that i'll leave to for you to really, quote-unquote, "screw up" for all i care.i know you ppl can't survive without me and i'm sure my new-found 大姐 can't.
it is not pressure that i cannot take. rather, it is the feeling of being wronged which makes me downright upset and disgusted. now i know - cover your own ka cheng.
in school, we always blame the admin for this and that. now at least i know how it feels like to be the other end of the pecking order.
don't fool around with me. i don't earn bucks by the hour so that you can trample me and vent yuor frsutrations. this is claudia wong at your service, not claudia wong at your slavery.
nugget. why do you have to share a common name with the other nugget who'd broken my heart?
nugget. why do all darrens have to make me cry?
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Dear prince charming,
so chris, my permanent "lao gong" has found his other half. in some way - i feel very happy for him. it's always a mixed feeling when your friends become attached. you feel happy yet sad at the same time.
like another of your customer of yuor heart-ware store has just left your till for a long time to come.
like i've told darren (wong) and chris, during rubbish weeks like this, i wish even more for your company. for you to tell me that everything will be all right and that no matter what happens no one will ever hurt you as long as you're here. and that you'll hold up the world if the need arises and make sure that my smile will never be erased.
hahahaha....opps, is that too much to ask for? i don't know really - but i know if you appear, i'll go to the lengths to do the same too.
if only you appear.
yours everlasting,
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