hahahaha....i know blogging during office is unorthodox. but really, i've already ran out of things to do - get the hint?

hahaha....my office ppl are talking about blogs like it's something new. oh man, sometimes i really think school is the most happening thing around here.

meanwhile, it's like a 24hour countdown to the release of the A'levels.

oh yeah...speaking of which, i have been having nightmares. perhaps I'm abit cheng qiang - dun want to admit that i'm nervous so suppressing everything into my subconcious. haiz....can't wait to finally get on with my life. somehow i feel like i'm in the "pause" mode on a VCR. where you pause and go toilet, grab a snack and reply some smses before you finally get back to the main show.

then during that interlude, you realise you have constipation and will spend a bit more time than anticipated on the toilet seat. you also realised that you've ran out of Lay's/Ruffle's and would need to buy some from the provision shop downstairs. or maybe you received an urgent sms from a friend who needs a listening ear.

you were mentioning about the movie?

hahahaha.....it just happens that during this interlude, i'ver learnt alot (of tolerance) and made many new friends who help me along the way.

like i've told shangyi - the world is very unforgiving. Once you made a mistake or do something that loses the trust of people, it's very hard to make amends. it's something only you can experience for yourself.

it's not what you can do for me, but rather what i can do for you.

Don't harbor the thought that the world owes a good life for you. some may go through life not knowing it's hardships and short-comings. how mundane that life must be.

during bad times, we always wish how fortunate the next Doe is. However, it is not his/her life. itis mine.

The only thing that is keeping me from freaking out right now is that i know in case i dun do well - i have a backup plan. my parents told me "we don't blame you no matter what happens."

someho, those words warm a part of me that was never reached.

parents really do have special access in your heart.

afterall, they work in my heart-ware store....=)