finally...the peace that i've been waiting for.

it feels damn good to resolve things, especially things that have bothered you and your friends for about 2 months now.

"i am lost, but now i am found."

indeed...the lyrics from les miserables ring so true...

i never thought i'll hear what i needed to hear from hm. i never thought i could actually get the answers. the stiring turbulence in my heart and mind is finally at rest. all because of a few sentences.

i don't believe friendships can replace friendships. i whince at the cold-heartedness at how people treat their friends - with disdain and nonchalance. this 1 hr conversation was so much better than any of the times we're talked. and indeed...i'm glad it got true.

nat, xinyi...it finally got true.

shangyi, seowling is right, "different ppl have different love language."

dawny, thanks for your cheerfulness anytime!

weixiang, you're a rare find...you've helped me more than you realised....谢谢！

it never occurred to me, that not everyone expresses their care and concern the same way. i'm too pampered by my girlfriends already, when they shower me with their love and appreciation. it became a habit and an expectation. however, i learnt that not everyone love us the same way.

finally, i can say that i'm on track to finding myself again. regaining that bit of me that has been lost for too long now.

thanks babes, darls, 亲爱的s, hot mamas, dears, honies....thanks for being there when i needed you most. it just goes to show, how very much we need each other for support.

*smile* see you in the morning when you wake up - 2.52am!

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"i also don't wish to see my friends being harmed by unneccessary stuff."

"remember don't lose sleep over unneccessary stuff"

"GO SLEEP LA!"

"maybe just not the type that can go very far."- we're starting over