WARNING: UTTERLY HOROSCOPIC CONTENT AHEAD

remember how ironic my life can get? so i guess it's just going to get more ironic. today, after shopping, i (escorted actually...>.<") went home with yvonne and she did a natal chart for me. it's a detailed horoscope chart which tells you which sign you are attracted to and which signs you should avoid etc. and we both found out that i have alot of cancer in my sign - which explains my emo-practical side...hahaha a virgo that is emo. that is such a contradiction.

and i'm supposed to be attracted to saggitarius, libra and capricorn. so that would be weixiang and regina, ritesh (?!) , darren, chris....hurr hurr, marry me anyone? and according to my detailed chart, i go best with saggitarius....a sign which i NEVER EVER considered EVER in my life. but maybe this might put on a different light on all the saggi-s in my life - they're supposed to relax the tensed and uptight virgo...HMMMMMMMMMM

oh...and vonk said that astrology.com is not exactly erm...specific, what was the webby that you recommend that time arh? can tag on my tag board?

and plus, we also found out that yvonne and her friends including this sister here, have like almost identical planets in our signs at our time of birth. hahaha...what is the probability of us having the same in just 1 house. it's like 1/12 X 1/12, which is 1/144...but not only that, we have like about 5-8 out of 12 (houses) which are identical. they are all capricorn.

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okay...maybe at this point you're lost, so moving on...

so today was a really busy day for me. rushed down to mama's house to get my skirt altered because only she does it best - for free ^^. my uncle then sent me to j8 while i waited for yvonne cuz her friend was late and she was late so one thing led to another...hahahahaha so she has to treat me subway MUAHAHAHA, yeah, left the double chocolate chip cookie for chris which was left unscattered *thank goodness* for the whole afternoon.

after that we went to tangs to get my belt (white!) and then got slightly loss in the under tunnels because of the construction works going on(vonk! i got reason WHY i'm lost OKAY?!). then headed to wisma to get some accessories at chomel. so i got this large pendant which are like 2 butterflies meeting. i'm a romantic so i percieve it as the guy-butterfly meeting the girl-butterfly over the moon (the crystal at the bottom acted as the moon)...hahahaha don't mind me.

by nat's strong and undoubted recommendation, we went to icon shopping centre to O2skin for the ultra cheap stuff there...they have like sales and so everything was really damn cheap. 3.90 for a lip 15ml lip gloss anyone?

yeah...so after yvonne's home, chris and darren met me at khatib central and we had dinner and rojak. hahaha...poor darren's plate of rice was so huge that he had trouble finishing it. first time i see he cannot finish something. *laughs*

busy busy day!

so tml's is YJC's CVD which is sorta like a funfair thing. yeah... really looking forward to meeting the girls and all...can't wait to see the teachers especially *coughs coughs* ________________________________________________________

Dear Prince Charming,

the A's are rumoured to be out by next week...all my friends are saying they're worried about their results. somehow, i have told myself during the A's that if i don't do well, it's always alright to go to poly and pursue what i really wanted to pursue in the first place, which is nutrition. my failing of the A's would just prove to my family that "it's not that i didnt' try, i did but it failed. so at least give me the liberty of choice to study what i want THIS TIME."

recently, i've been in a rellious streak...as i've told yovnne and all. it's abit of a no-brainer but i want to break out of this 乖乖女 shell and feel my sensuality. relax, have a ball of a time and BREATHE! shopping for my own clothes, my own accessories gives me that liberty. but i'm not about to just let it settle on the materialistic side. i want to LIVE the life i want...take control and stop thinking about what others might percieve of me.

i think i've done that to some extent. my defiance to go to any other school except YJC have kind of shocked my relatives, parents and friends. i know what they are thinking. they are saying "why she so stupid? can't she see that _ JC is better?" I KNOW, i can see that other schools are better. but not all types of clothes that are pretty fits you know?

people always look down on others...because they can. very seldom do they NOT think about it...and i'm happy to say that i have met close friends who are like that. thank my angels for all the blessings.

valentine's day is just a few weeks away...i can only imagine how it must feel like to be with you - under the moonlit sky on a beach.

Yours duly,

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While waiting for yvonne at popular, i was reading this book called "1001 paintings to see before you die" and there was this picture dated 1800s, where kissing was forbidden between unmarried people. but his artist captured the forbidden kiss in a forbidden place (probably a lord's castle) in a potrat. i like the romance in the gesture of the couple, with his possesive hand and her gentle grip on his shoulders.However, i admire the way he makes the satin skirt look so real...i thought i could just feel it in my hands.

Artist: Francesco Hayez

Title: The Kiss (1859)