in a misalignment

i feel very mis aligned...maybe because i have alot on my mind now. jobless. uncle's wedding. jan birthday celebration (unfinished presents). money. makeup plans.

yah...so basically, it's mostly unimportant.only my uncle's wedding is more important than the rest...*prioritise prioritise*

so we're going to celebrate chris, jon, darren's birthday today....it's was kind of a last minuite thing....but hey, nic went to buy the cake, so who am i to complain. hahaha...so i rushed out their card yesterday like hoping it'll be presentable in some ways. unlike kris, i'm not very good with cards. it is owed to the fact that i can't draw, or sketch or trace or write in nice handwriting.

hahaha....a lot of times i got the urge to just buy from the stores and just sign my name. but sincerity counts more so although it may look like shit, i seek comfort in the fact that at least it's tender-loving shit.

haiz...it's a school night and all so i guess it's hard to actually stay up all night. now you know why i feel misaligned? like on one end they are still studying and on the other, i'm completely free (as for now). wah...feel like pulling the hairs from my head man...we can only celebrate for a while and then it's home to homework.

another unproductive day lies ahead.