Dear Prince charming,

hello! it's been quite awhile since i've written this letter....hope you won't be disappointed while waiting...hahahahaha, that is if you're still waiting in the first place.

so, how have you been? I'm sure life must be kind to you...since i've always imagined you smiling in my dreams. recently, i have a little trouble. my friend is going through some stuff and i really wish to help her the best i can as a friend. somehow, i can't tell anyone about this because she has made me promised not to. however, i'm not going to give it up just like that. it saddens me terribly to see a fellow pal going through so much turmoil. i almost feel guilty for being happy.

i think life, society is unfair to some people. why shouldn't they deserve equal chances as the rest of us? who is so right to judge?

i guess you didn't know i also went through a period of intense sadness-even that, i dun even consider it as depression. imagine what it must have felt like to actually be depressed. sometimes people, including me, use the word depressed too loosely without understanding. it makes those people in depression like a couple of jocks. fools....right now, everytime i want to say i'm depressed, i'll hold back my tongue - emo is such a more suitable term.

____________________________________________________________

i just thought of writing to you at this hour because, well..there's no reason. hahahaha...i just thought of writing. i just talked to xinyi about being kiddish among other things. it makes me wonder, can you stand my whining? hahahaha...only 3 people on this earth have heard me whine "full throttle" - vonk, mum and dad.

in any case, if we can meet up one day - just you and me - i wonder how would that feeling be like? perhaps maybe it's not as scary as i tot it would be, but rather a sense of knowing. the feeling must feel so right.

recently, people around me have been knocking off to sleep before me.hahahaha....i can't resist but can i say this to you now? ----"hey, i need to go slp le...see you in my dreams 亲爱的!" oh and one more thing.....

i know i'm abit overboard to fall in love with a person i haven't met yet ^^" haven't you heard? doctors confirmed that they can't find a cure for Romantics...*laughs*

if this is a sickness, i believe you are the only medicine i need....

Yours lovingly,

______________________________________________________