Hahahaha....i've always wanted an apple green evening cocktail dress. and it seems yesterday, hari raya haji, it seems that everything thing is filled with apple green.

okay...so kris's not in singapore anymore!!coincidentally, when i was on the way to meet the rest, it just occurred to me to bring my digital cam. hahaha....self-proclaiming, i'm taking over kris's job while she's out of town.

of course, i'm not as good as kris lah....keep forgetting to take pictures...lolz

so these are the pictures i had while we were at New york new york....xj,adrain,jh,xinyi,vann, nat and me met....supposedly jl was coming as well, but he had fever and so it was a pity he couldn't join us. In any way, we exchanged christmas gifts!hahaha...i didn't know the guys weren't coming so i only gave the girls' their gift...sorry!

oh...nat's snowman card was so cute....!

so some pictures at New York New York....

I think Jh was quite reluctant when the camera was up....anyway, Xj was saying their hair grow back quite fast because they keep spraying water on their botak heads.apparently it helps in hair growth

maybe someone should tell our school's OM...hahaha

So after a while the guys left with their money on the table for the meal...hahaha...sorry arh, after you all left, then we realised it was short...paiseh!

heez...so the girls decided to take some pictures!

[From Left: The Personal Assistant and The Diva]

hahahaha....notice the apple green chairs in the booth! oh yah...and vann's ultra thin legs...lolz *envy*

[hahaha....in this pic my eyes like as small as nat hor...CANDY CANE FIGHT!]

note: candy cane courtesy of Xinyi...hahaha

While ordering....actually deciding what food to get. i just thought the 3 of them look so cute together >.<"

kk....so after that, we counted the money and realised that it was short of 2.40...hmm, someone didn't pay the GST?hahaha.....

so went out yesterday to watch national treasure with chris, since darren couldn't make it so ended up only the 2 of us....

hahaha....i dunno la, but i feel it's inappropreiate. yet again, it's like how to say? i take him like a girl-friend lor, so please please dont' get any ideas OKAY?

so we went shopping at far east for chris's christmas present...hahaha...shopping is nice afterall. so many things to buy and see. oh yah, did i mention i saw a really unique cropped jacket...(it was abit expensive but the material and workmanship is worth it). so maybe i didn't give up totally on cropped jackets afterall.

oh yah...so on the way to far east, chris was just telling me how there was this almost-happened-fighting incident at his class's chalet...yah...apparently the guy who instigated was wearing apple green as well....lolz...(did i mention that chris wore apple green yesterday too?) then just like 5 mins after he finished, there was this fight that broke out in the middle of orchard lahz....it was like near ngee ann i think...goodness.

i got shoved to the side and one of the guy's punches landed on my forearm can? thank goodness it wasn't like one of the hardest punches...both chris and i were in shock la...as stupid and drama as it might sound like - we were literally both holding on to each other lor....then the fight dissolved and shocked passer-bys just went pass lah...hahahaha....weird people

so at far east, chris saw some clothes that he liked (and converse shoes as well) and made a mental list to get them...hahaha...realised we have both very similar tastes. and now, everytime we see small polka dot 3-quaters, we'd just go "that's st. margaret's!"hahaha....opps.

and we both saw something for darren that he might like...but well...guess just see how it goes?

hahahaha....so national treasure was a great show...damn damn damn nice....maybe it's just my kind of show?

so today supposed to meet shangyi for lunch, but then she's also meeting her other friends too, i guess maybe it's better to give them their space.

lesson learnt - when someone needs space, give it to them....maybe i'm too suffocating.

in anyway, it's strange, because for the whole of yesterday, chris and i were like thinking about darren for the whole time. hahaha...chris was thinking how darren would look like in those clothes, and i was thinking of all the stupid things he'd say...it was like, although he wasn't here, but then his presence was everywhere.

hahaha....and that's not just my opinion okay, chris felt the same too...

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Dear Prince Charming,

I guess life is really some sort of parody. People sometimes say that they don't care anymore, yet deep down inside they care more than they realise. and in speech and thoughts we show how much we still cannot let go. Perhaps it's like we're holding on to the good times during the bad times and wishing this will all tide over.

dear, i'm prepared for the worst in this friendship....I don't want people to hate me anymore...sometimes, it takes time for them to realise - what is right, may not always make them feel comfortable inside.

I'm still holding on to my christmas wish: that everything will be all right again...so badly, i want to laugh with my friends for christmas...for i miss each and everyone of them so as much as i miss you.

Yours for the season,

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