I'm not useless and i'm damn well not irresponsible....it's just a damn mistake and you don't have to make a crass out of it. there are alot of times when you were selfish too and we just quiet but you just had to make a big fuss when we didn't "meet up to your expectations"

i want my life too...and in no way are you going to tell me how to live it.

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yesterday was such an emotional day....first it was chem then geog and then the promos and then something else(no nat, it's not 重色轻友)

hahahahaha...proud to announce all my buddies have gone up~oh man, so happy for them...although darren has to take the s-paper for math, but i'm sure he'll make it de bah...this year they are being really lenient and all.

suddenly i feel like being promoted in this year, and the years before, seems like a great feat. not that i'm downplaying those who retained this year are what, just that somehow the criteria seems to ease off year after year.like why can't they just have one system and stick with it?

oh well...so those having the s-papers are mugging for one week at home now, which i think is really nice of the school. the previous years were nothing like that. but i wonder, does 1 week make a big difference?maybe....for the arts subjects, but for science and math?

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hahahaha....sometimes, it's no wonder than hanshen calls me a mummy...i worry about my "children" too much

next time hor, if i'm a mum, i sure fuss over my kids one...those that charter them to all different kinds of classes blah blah blah....but i believe in wholesome learning and education should not be at the expense of one's life.

thanks nico...that sms really meant alot to me..don't know how to express how grateful i am for having you as my friend.anything okay?i'll keep that same promise as you, wherever we may be next time.

so many have committed suicide because of studies...and even more are talking about it. somehow putting a counsellor in school may help, but if the troubled person doesn't want the help of the counsellor, then what's the point?

很遗憾的，我们在这里读书，真地会“毒”死人。。。。幸运的是，我们即将离开。我再也不会回头看了。