okay....today is officially a shitty day...

i don't care, let me sulk!

haiz...collecting money, is seriously damn tiring can? sick of all the stupid running around and feeling-guilty-because-xinyi-is-helping-me stuff, and there are something i don't understand...it's so messy right now, i feel like calling for a damn conference to settle everything at once

today actually meeting chris, darren, nico and jon for lunch de...ended up the activities at the center took longer than expected and they had lunch provided already. so yupz, on my way to nthpt and there i was pang-sehed....hate that kind of feeling lor. like you prepare already then all your plans become moot.

sorry people, but i have a big issue on time. it's like time means time, and there is no other way you can change that. furthermore, sometimes when meeting people, you're not the only one that we may be meeting....so please, people, have some consideration for someone else's time as well?

i wanna plan my stuff and get my affairs in order, but somehow i think fate is playing a joke on me. the business dip thing is also driving me crazy...like why the hell can't they tell me the time when the modules will start commencing? it's not a big secret right? haiz...then now i can't even plan properly and there's no way i can get that dip in time for my scholarship application.

now, i really would like to shoot some people in head...and get the hell out of my way.

and no, don't tell me the bullshit that i'm taking this too seriously...its YOU that don't see the point.

time is everything....next time if you're late on your first day of work and your boss fires you...just remember that.