did i mention that i like the play on words?hahahaha....like those really interesting ones (which i can't seem to recall at the moment)

anyway, i don't seem to be able to find the energy to blog these days...my brain is mostly occupied with studies and my hypothetical scenerio...

somehow the feeling is just right, you know it - last time i had a nagging feeling of objection along with it but this time. there isn't....nat, i can't describe to you enough how i really feel

anyway - be careful what you wish for okay? because a few months back, things were pretty mundane and looking on to the many couples around (peer pressure?) gives you the feeling of wanting to fall in love. and somehow some wish-god heard my cries and yah...so right now, i can't shake this feeling anymore.

not that i want to anyway =p

hahaha....if this is A's, then i'm blessed to go through it with such a lovey-dovey feeling.

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when is the right time to tell you?

will there ever be a right time?

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somehow things like that make me wonder how couples "know" if they like each other. vonk was telling me girls drop hints, and i can't seem myself doing that...hahahaha too straightforward le, being cue deaf and all

if only fate can work its magic?hahahaha.....see, i'm wishing again and this time i really want the wish-god to grant me this wish=)

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did i mention that my dream was to be house-wife?one that takes care of all the house-hold chores and duties for her husband. pretty domesticated huh? oh what the heck, i'll take it as it comes.

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after writing so much, i forgot to answer the title...

hahaha, my mum got me a new hp!!

while deciding the colour, the automatic response was either white or black. however, on friday played a big part in this impulse to get a new phone and in that colour too!

after nico and jon left, chris and darren were talking about their family and stuff and how chris's cousins all have pretty interesting and wild lifestyles...so colourful as compared to mine.and then darren was saying i should like go out more often and basically, "get a life"...(seems to be the mantra every friday)so after that i added that i'm smitten by red stillettoes...like i find them super sexy and feminine at the same time as well. so yah, both of them asked me to "GET ONE LAH!"....OF COURSE, i can't really get them at the moment because shopping has been postponed to after A's.

so while getting the hp, i thought about them and then decided to get the flaming red one...coincidentally, the uncle told me that there was only red in the shop as the black and white ones are not in stock.

THAT'S what i call to play by fate.....so right now, my ultra-slim red walkman phone sits adoringly on my computer table - charging (did that word spoil it all? hahahaha)

yeah...that's right, i'm going to live my life after A's and not be bounded by rules and what people may think of me. i'm glad to have people telling me to be myself - like nat, kris, xinyi and the 4 of them....of course, vonk has always been that way so that goes without saying...

shopping trip after a's anyone? i'm so going to budget in that red stillettoes in for once oh yah...and a new pair of dark-coloured jeans, and 2, not, make it 3 new tops and shorts! oh yah, i want some bling too, so maybe a new pair of earrings and a new necklace....hmm...anything else i've missed?new lingerie?

yup, definitely new lacy lingerie=)