toe

never underestimate the significance of your twinkletoes....they help you to walk - alot.
i never knew how important they were when one of them stopped moving...the nerve inside the toe hurts a bitch and it's preventing my big toe from moving.wth, i have no idea why the hell it happened but the pain got worse and now, i have to limp badly on one leg...


well....thinking back i guess must've been my bad habit of balancing on one leg while sitting that strained the toe really badly.

BUT!

on the brighter side, i received another birthday gift on mon!hahaha....nat gave me a black-eye cream and mask...really sweet of her. thanks babe!if i get prettier, you're definitely getting the credit *muacks*thanks for always being there and for being so understanding =)you're one of the best friends ever~

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people have emotions - some over-emote, some under-emote. whatever the case, it's always good to know when, and where to emote. perhaps some people do not respect the profession they are in, and do not hold up the sigma of professionalism. however, the case comes in whether to be detached or be emotional about a situation in your job depends on how much you care about the people you work with - the students you teach.

yes, you can be offended because you're criticized or blamed for something you never did. criticism never sound pleasant on the ears, and perhaps the knack to "remove" that "sting" is a wholesome heart for acceptance that: yes, we are human and we err but as long as we are willing to make improvements (not change)...people will feel it and appreciate you more as a person.

people once tell me that when those who care about you tell you something you do not want to hear, it is because they care enough to hurt yuor feelings. isn't it ironic? usually, it is assumed that people whom you are not close to wouldn't care about yuor feelings. however, some people, brave enough or perhaps stupid enough, tell you because they don't want you to become a victim of other people. they rather hurt you than let others because you'll feel worse if other people tell you off.

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now i see why the world is never a stable and utopian place....there will always be problems, and other people's problems that can become your problem.(i'm not lamenting that friends come to me for help, really i appreciate that they even ask for it...hahaha always of service)

hope hs will be alright and jumping around soon....hope the people around nicolette can like stop looking things in such a narrow-minded way....hope all of 222 can pull thru a's

if i were god, i'll read my prayer emails everyday and create 48 hours a day for all YJcians especially