contrary to my title, i actually like these kinda things....hahaha, just trying to be funny here.
before i tag....just wanna give a virtual hug to my best-friend-forever vonk for saying those sweet words!!!hahahaha....*flattered flattered*
vonk: take care of your emotional being yah?(being a cancer and all...feeling is your niche, hahaha....) likewise, your friend here is sick of exams and erm...yjc's still pouring us with exams everyweek?i know it's tough to relax sometimes, but if you know that a break makes you feel better and recharged after all the clutter, then you should take one yah? anyway,i'll be yuor 24/7 econs tutor/emo-councillor/rant-machine/shoulder/pillow(...)anytime yah? =)like what yuo've said, the feeling of having a best friend cannot be described in words and more importantly, i'm really really grateful to have you as my best-friend-forever.....*BIG HUGZ*
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1.the person who tagged u is : yvonne kuan aka. vonk
2.your relationship with him or her: best friends! (duh?!?!haven't you been reading?)erm...i almost called auntie kuan "mum" one day...hahaha, yah....the only sister that i will ever have in this life =)
3.your impression of him /her: [Note - vonk: why you write "strangely independent?"lolz....]forever supportive and understanding about how i really feel. has a knack for telling me off at the right time (it's a good thing....hahaha, just the thing i need), humble and always willing to work hard for what she wants. knows her values and morals and upholds them despite what ppl say (very few people do that nowdays) and not forgetting for being the sweetest 大小姐around
4.the most memorable thing he/she has done with u: eh....during sec school lor, got some problems then yah, slept over in her house and chatted until god knows that time it was...heez....also!we baked pineapple tarts for cny, 2 years ago i think, then we argued over the techniques blah blah blah...hahaha, but it turned out unburnt and uncharred...heez and quite nice too!
5.the most memorable words that he/she said to u: erm....to many to remember, but i distinctively remembered the words that night, "it's not your fault that you're this way, so don't blame yourself for their insecurities."it struck a C minor chord inside and it still does
6.if he/she becomes yr lover u will: wait...one of us have to be a guy and from the looks of it, vonk would prefer me to be the guy lol.....
8.if he/she becomes yr enemy now u will: impossible lahz....kaoz, if we're enemies right, the confirm the sky drop down
9.if he/she becomes yr enemy reason is: hahaha...same psychological reasoning as vonk...it's because when 2 people who are very close to each other, know each other too well. thus the "pendulum" swings to the extreme which is one that is full of kindredship or the other way, one that is full of hate...but both are rooted by the same notion that we care about each other too much =)
10.the most desired thing u would like him/her to do now: take a rest and 养好身体,不再犹豫,心胸放宽,潇洒自如,无忧无愁 and of course speed up time together so we can go out soon!
11.yr overall impression of him/her: what overall impression...i go to her house every month, destroy her piano by playing really badly and lie on her bed as if its my own...yah, pretty much i'm like the Permanent.Resident of block 877 #05-XXX...lolz
12.how do u think ppl ard u feel abt u: erh?efficient, blur and surprisingly slow to understand certain things at times...which seems to irritate kris knwing how much she dislikes repeating herself(hahaha, paiseh arh!claudia very slow de...can't seem to hear properly)
13.the character that u love most abt yrself: efficient, organized....can be crappy given the right mood, stepping into character almost immediately(should thank my drama teacher for that)
14.on the contrary the character that u hate abt yrself: emoing at incorrect times, thinking too much AND sometimes saying things that hurt ppl close to me...
15.the most ideal person that i would like to be?: same old....i want to be my loved one so that he can fall in love and make claudia the happiest girl on earth!
16.for ppl who cared and liked u say smth to them: i'm not exactly the most fun person to talk with, or the most humourous or the most enlightened, but i try to be there for you guys all the time...i sometimes feel that the only thing i can do is to be dependable. but anyways....i also want all of my friends to be happy and pursue their dreams and find fulfillment in life. heez....i feel lonely without you guys/gals
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at this hour, how nice we could sit under the stars and stare up above at the moon during the festival...talk about the most random stuff and listen to each other's heart-beat...i think i've grown more sick each passing day. when i meet you along corridors, somehow i couldn't find the right words to say-how long more do i have to wait to know your answer? how can i find the courage to tell you how i really feel inside?
the fear of rejection is a terrible thing, it brings much suffering