the top 5 things i crave the most at this period of time

1) sleep...(can never get enough of it)

2) otah and chocolate cake

3) to go back home early everyday

4) to have more fun

5) for a's to come and go away

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hahaha....xinyi,i'm feeling much better now le. i guess it's a feeling of melancholy once in a while when the depressed-mailman pays you an occasional visit...but pe today was damn fun! although my toe hurts from playing it with nat during pepsi cola...

today was an overal a great day, like one of the best since a long long time. it didn't start of well but i guess pe lighten everything up.hahaha....ms lim's talk on soya bean making men more feminie seems to become the inside joke of our class girls today.

anyway, nat as usual, went to xj's bag and took his money out of his wallet. so then when jiahao was coming in with the new gp notes, nat paid jh 10bucks for all the notes including xinyi, van's and mine....xj still thought nat crazy or what and laughed at nat for being so stupid. but actually, nat took xj's 10bucks to pay...hahahaha, later xj sort of found out and as usual, he punished nat for it la.i was literally in the middle of it all.(cause when xj wanted to punish nat, i was blocking him - protect nat mah....)

hahaha....yeah, so math, as usual we didn't really listen to mr see and i think mr see also knows anyway, managed to catch the important parts which i really needed clarifying so spent the rest of the time talking to nat about relationships and stuff...which led on to which horoscope pair with which horoscope better etc....hahaha...but the impt thing is him *wohohoho*

anyway, the horoscope book vonk lent me (which i have yet to return) said that virgos go better with capricorns and taurus...but i dont' really like the personality leh, judging from the book's description lah...but actually i have a friend who is a taurus whos' really nice to me...=)so maybe the book is biased.

heez......like i told the nat and xinyi, the horoscopes that i want to fall in love with is firstly, capricorns, cancers and virgo people...cuz i think our character very similar bah.

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see la....all because i'm sick, start to talk about relationship *slaps myself*...but really

liking one person is one thing and dating him/her is another. i think both parties can continue to admire and like each other although they are not officially steady because for me at least, going into a relationship requires more than just passion, it needs commitment also. if i ever date (which i hope is SOON - growing old and impatient....biological clock ticking blah blah blah) i think the feeling must be "right" and both of us have to be more mature.heez....my standards very high hor...

anyway, unless you're ready, it's better to admire each other from afar because by going steady makes or breaks a relationship - and it's better to make than to break

hahaha, i always look at mdm aisha and wonder how it's like to marry your highschool sweetheart, suppose it must be really sweet right? like see your partner grow up, support themselves and ultimately the family that both of you make together.how nice if my marraige life could me like that...

many people may think that i have big ambitions by wanting to go overseas to study, but really, at heart, i just want a warm home with a husband that's sensitive and caring...*ah*

18years later....this author is still single and available=)do you know why i like 18? because at 18 you're mature enough to handle matters yet, young enough to have fun and old enough to do whatever you want. so 18 is the best and i'm not letting it go without a twist!