yeah!!!i love love love gp....only when i pass and everthing lahz hahahahaha

finally, i feel that the tuition is paying off somehow, like you can see the light at the end of the tunnel, but of course, it's not the end yet so hafta to work hard even more!

i'm really over the cca acheivement award thing already. who cares about distinctions and merits....bah, if it takes that little for them to acknowledge excellence then i must say, we have more problems than just poor results in examinations yah?

besides the point, i've done what i could and my main goal here is to push myself to do things i have never done before. and it's comforting to say - it feels good to step out of your comfort zone.take criticism, cherish support....that's all we ever need

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after having gp tuitions, i realised that my standard of english is really not what i expected it to be(it exaplians my c5).....i was day-dreaming about if i had gotten an A1, what would happen?

if i've gotten an A1, that would make my l1r5 9, and like i told nat...i've chose njc, cuz many of my primary school friends are there and they mean alot to me.besides, after visiting the school a few times, i kinda like the environment there.....but hey, the truth remains that i'm also happy at yjc....

have you wondered about wondering the "what if's"? people say it's a waste of brain cells to go and think about what could happen.....but to me, personally, i don't think it's a waste of time and effort (it takes no effort anyway) as long you focus it positively.

instead of complaining what could have happen, why not explore your inner capabilities of what "you are capable of". for one, we always know our weaknesses and we are afraid of people criticising them. however, if you turn it the other way, we have no way of knowing our strengths and i think daydreaming the "what if's" gives us a sense of enpowerment that we could have done so much better.

so what's stopping us?

true.......our insecurities for one. it's like saying you're afraid to succeed and when you are there, you don't know what to do. trust yourself to know...i did and i'm happy that i did.

have faith in your strengths and no matter how trivial you think your dreams are, you never know that you can make a great difference in some one else's life. (hello?look at bread talk, who've thought of that?)

don't just study blindy for the sake of exams but rather study for the sake of your future...that way, everyone is on par because everyone has something to lose if they don't work hard. didn't our immigrant great-grandparents live out the same way? and look at the end result....the end result is that i'm are able to type comfortably in an air-con room/or fan into this computer and you are able to read this.

interesting how things turn out when you did something and know that you cannot fail....