YEAH!!!the battle is finally half gone....heez, geog is gone, math is gone and the major and most scariest part of econs is gone....so mostly it's chem and yah, that's pretty much it. did i mention that chem alone is enough to set our class into nervous fits?

hahahahaha.....oh yah, just now in the audi nat was just making a passing remark like, "wah, if this is the real thing i sure damn kan chiong one lor"

then i got me like thinking, what do you feel before the exam? generally, people say that they are anxious or like they are really nervous about the paper. but i think there's a slight difference between the two.

for one, the difference is whether you're prepared for the exam. if you're prepared, you'll feel nervous because you don't know what you know now, is enough for the exam and you wish you can do something to like make yuorself feel more secure, but yet you know that you've studied all that could be studied and there's really no point in worrying. if you're not prepared, you'll feel the first part too, but you won't have this sense of security because you know that what you need to know or wish to remember, is absolutely necessary. in the first case, it is not.

you should be anxious not because you don't know what questions lay ahead that might ask what you did not cover, but rather, anxious because you can't wait to see that familar-oh-you-know-so-well questions........

doesn't make sense?

maybe because many times, we're not even prepared for the smallest of tests, how then, can we enjoy the rush of adrenaline in the largest of exams?

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perhaps these days i'm feeling too rigid and maybe it's time for me to start relaxing and stop minding the little things.....being the perfectionist, everything that seems out of place or words that jarr in your face, makes it an eyesore.

it's time to take things easy for awhile and stop being so calculative

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oh yah, below is the edited post of "off-beat" the previous one is like not typed fully cause of the stupid blogspot thing that publishes half the story of what i wrote....haiz