hahahahaha......remember my evolutionary search of songs?damn happy....cause i finally found the song that i want....like it's damn nice for me cause of the rhythm and the melody and the lyrics are all very to-the-beat.

and guess what?it's from a facial advertisement....and yesterday thanks to 91.3, i finally got to listen to it again....it's like one nice song after the next....wah.....craddle me to me sleep

anyway, the song is by natasha beddingfield and it's called feel the rain on your skin....go try, it might be average, or "okay not so fantastic" for some, but hey....music tastes differ, so yah...

can't seem to focus on chem, like there's still so much left to do and the exam is tml morning....really really feel like giving up, but then who can say they truly want to give up.

since i know that i'll chiong last min anyway, it's better to start now and stop procrastinating....afterall, studying with linkin park always makes my brain go on a over-drive....

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there are some things and issues that are impossible to comprehend fully, we only need to live and let live....although many things are easier said than done, but still, there's is always hope when you want to see hope.

"what plans do you have for us humans below?" i wonder, sometimes, if all this pretense that we think we know is all worth it....到头来，被耍的还是人，耍人的还是神。我们的命，掌握在神的手里，我们的过去和未来早已注定，要如何活着这条命，要怎么走这已经被注定的路，全任你。。。。喜怒哀乐掌握在你手中！

天意，就是时间的旋转。假设你像他们一样去理解天意，那么生活有什么意义呢？如果你就真的解开了天意，以及神明一切的安排，那么你会活得快乐吗？

真是的，活得意义可能就是去解开我们生命中的意图。。。what's ironic is that once you've figured the meaning of life and the destiny it holds for you, it'll be too late....you'll either be dying, or you'll be dead.

personally, after detaching yourself from the hustle and bustle of life and start reflecting....life isn't that boring anymore, there isn't a day i am not thankful for the blessings life has shown me.

Life is important but it is not absolute....because life can still continue after death, you just exist in a different dimension in a different place - you continue to live in the hearts of those who will always love you

life is not about existance but rather, living and being part of this world. you make me breathing, but you may not be alive until you experience pain, joy and sadness...the most intense emotions reminds us how much we depend on each other, and how important each and everyone of us is to this world.

if you died today, many tears will be shed for you and you'll always be remembered by people who matter......life is only but a process but living determines how that process will be. you only truly die, when you give up all hope and dreams for the people around you and most importantly yourself.

see beyond the horizon of just aimless examinations, do not be caught in the cycle of rank and success....once you've understood that you life now is only but a process to prepare you for the start of life, and when you do start anew at 21, you know you'll be ready and perhaps there'll be no regrets that at least you've tried your best shot....

strange, that people, including myself, only start to feel appreciative after the person has gone. people only start to feel guilty and be selfless after a major catastrophe. maybe singaporeans are selfish and think only for themselves, because we do not live in a place ridden in crime, and there are no disasters....in this strangely meritocratic system, we become one with ambition and self-centeredness......it is not a surprise, that we often feel empty and void inside...it is not a surprise foreigners find us un-smiling.

what is there to smile really? when we have nothing to radiate us from within.....most of us are just existing without truly living.........

记得哦，命虽然是在神的掌控，但是要快乐确实是你的权利。。。过这无忧无欲的生活吧，我们对人的态度也要对得起自己。 如果看人的角度只有批评，那么你的世界会是那么的乌黑，快乐开朗的人也都会被你赶走哩！

everyone is worthy of happiness....no one should blame themselves and devoid themselves from living Life because everyone is here for a purpose....angels are people beside us who make a difference in our lives, indeed heaven is a place on earth -we only need to look into the right places