suddenly, i'm kinda happy that the UN exists....like finally i understand the power of peace-keeping...because we all need UN in our lives at some point in time.

everyone is like so...i dont know...i don't really want to be involved because it won't do anyone any good...but clearing misunderstandings is good...anything other than that...i'm sorry, i can only stand beside you and support you through.

it seems very trivial, but everyone doesn't like to be kept out of the loop. and alot of times, when we are, direction is lost and we become frustrated. when we become unpleasant inside, we become unpleasant outside too. and it's no one's fault that it happened, but more so, it just happened.

haiz, people do react differently to different things and we all have a best buddy somewhere...more so, we want to reach out to that best buddy we acknowledge inside our hearts. i've been through the feeling when you want to reach out to your friends but they are wall-ing up against you...it's a sucky feeling and the makes both parties hurt even more. like on one hand you have no idea why is that person "suddenly" angry with you, and on the other hand, that person doesn't want to tell you and starts to boycott you...

i was just thinking through these things while reading guanyu's blog cuz she has been upset recently....haiz, if it weren't for the prelims and everything else, i'd talk to her sooner....anywayz, guan yu if you're readning this....take care okay?be that light-hearted crazy you soon!!*love*