don't we all need a friend to lean on sometimes?

no. wait.

don't we have to be with our friends in times of need?

yah......that's more like it.

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i thought today's geog asp was quite fulfilling. like finally the picture is coming together, i seriously hope the sch gets it soon....i wouldn't really mind to have contenders....hahahaha, ok before i start being a narcississ, it's better to divert to other topics

anyway, that day i was telling xinyi about how grateful it is to be able to achieve the things the past year.....and now is a time for me to reap the benefits and move on, not dwell and sit for too long lest things become stagnant.

i remembered in chinese class, mr ong was saying that how we cannot always peak and stop there, but must find ways to move on and find new aspirations or directions so that we may attain a even higher goal. for the past month, i've been trying to get out of that muddy feeling of being stuck and moving on to get better grades etc.

but it's not easy, maybe like what the teachers say, don't peak too soon, or you'll soon hit diminishing returns. i can feel my peak coming soon for geog. but for econs, and definitely, my peak is far from reach.

right now, i'm sorry to say that even though grades was never a belief of mine, and my past posts had been about sulking at the education system. however, right now, everyone is working so hard. it's heart-warming to know that your friends like jiahao, adrain and jialiang planning to study already and have already started on some. at least they are moving....it also troubles both the virgos about the future....and all the what if's. i think it's best to leave it to the future. let's take care of our present problems first.

thankfully, some "band-therapy" had helped me find myself again....i can't seem to thank guanyu, christopher, shannon,nicholette and darren for the wonderful band dinners and nonsensical stuff that we always seem to talk about. frankly speaking, i feel much more relaxed and there's no feeling that beats that.

who cares about blocks anymore....like seriously?we've already moved on and gone on to greater goals. sometimes, when things are too smooth sailing, they become dull. i love challenges.....i love to see that S or E turn into something....it's even more fulfilling than getting straight As after As, before long you lose that momentum to drive harder.

hahahaha.....who am i kidding, there's no time to "philosophize" such stuff...we only have to work hard. who cares about the shit you say (daryl being a great example)....people only watch what you do and appreciate and admire you from it.