突然有一股冲动写文章。。。在下雨天的晚上，味道刚好。
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考试对很多人来说是一种痛苦。我也不例外， 因为考试总是逼人熬夜， 所以很多时候心情会多多少少受到影响。

看来，这次我又要再用华文来写blog，nat&yvonne 一定会抗议。。。所以我在以下有给他们，和其他不是很习惯用华文的人读。这样就不会偏心了吧？

认识我的好友，都知道 “睡觉”对我来说不是一种爱好，而是一种必要。 在这六月，我好不容易睡得比常日还要甜， 碍眼的黑眼圈也有所改进。 但是，好事不常有也不会留很久。学校开学第一天，就要脱这还不是很习惯6点起床的身体去考试（当天还要考上3 个考卷咽！）。因为在学校假期里没有做好恰当的准备，所以每一次的考试前晚临时抱佛脚，都是拼命烧香求神拜佛过关的。后来晚上也比较迟睡，所以以前好不容易赶走的黑眼圈，现在反而变本加厉。

说来也奇怪，有些人在白天没心情读书， 等到日落了统统变成夜猫子， 所谓的读到 "ti gen"（早上的意思。）这种生活方式不适合我。 早睡早起的我没有办法熬到1点早上。总而来说，某人是早上读，也有不少人习惯晚上读，更有些少数人不用读 - 明日去学校靠天意， 考天才。

有些人看到书就想睡觉，这也难怪。 有些像历史这种的科目让人读得很无奈。 对我来说，历史只是一个让人参考往来社会的错过，而把别人的错误拿来考试也太浪费了吧？！更何况，历史是一个需要深入了解和欣赏的科目，而为了赶上考试期，拼命狂背有何作用?

今日，读书的任何所剩下的滋味也都被一连二，二连三的考试给蒸发掉了。 读书的乐趣没有比往年那么自在，反而严重的话，有些人还会强烈拒绝读书。我不完全怪他们，应为我相信他们很清楚自己要潮向的目标， 好比人在茫然的情况下存在， 活在一个充满绝望，黯然，生不如死的日子里。

（以上的文章如果出现白字或句子不通顺的地方请读者多多谅解!>.<")

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alright, now for the english translation.....

i had the sudden impulse to write...just write anything that comes to my mind....then rain makes it idea background music and mood for words to flow.

i guess anyone who knows me well that sleeping is not a hobby, but of a necessity. and during the june holidays, i've been sleeping pretty well and my dreaded eyebags are gone for a while. but after the start of the term, it's difficult to drag my body up at 6am to get up and to make it sit for an exam(i had 3 papers that day). plus, the inadequate preparation meant that i had to do last minute revision everynight before papers in the morning....well good things don't last and my eyebags are back to haunt me.

some people can really study at night although they don't really have the energy to do it in the morning.i have a few friends who are nocturnal - and are very good at it. although they can sustain until the break of dawn, the idea of studying till the late of night don't suit me at all. for one, i can't exactly last over 1am. well.....some people have to study early, and many friends can only study at night. but i also know people who do not need to study and leave everything to fate the next morning and hope frantically for a miracle. i guess sometimes we're in the latter group...

some people take a look at their notes and feel like sleeping....they're hardly to blame anyway, because sometimes notes like history make a person deeply frustrated. i mean, i enjoy history and the lessons they bring. but to take it to the exam level is simply a wastage in my point of view. moreover, history is something to be appreciated in depth, but due to the endless exam dates and deadlines, all the "intellectual stimulation" that studying brings have been washed away in the seemingly endless cycle of exams and homework.

it's so different now than last time, because i remember studying as a very enjoyable process. with only 4 major exams to look forward to. but as we go higher into the educational hierachy(as i would like to call it), the demands push some people to actually reject the process of formal education itself. i don't blame them, given the harshness and competitiveness of the environment. but at least these people know what they want for themselves. compared to some who constantly live in despair, dark and hopeless existance.