can't wait to start ravishing on all those notes and books and get all the info crammed into my head......hahahaha

haiz.....the word negativity just rings very loud in my ears, perhaps i'm the kind of person who tries very hard to be happy, like no matter what happens (whether i have enough sleep or not), i'll be okay the next hour or day at the very most. but when people around you are sad, you'll feel sad too and you want to look out for them.....just hope to make them feel like you do.... - happy.

i guess yesterday the negativity just got into me....not that i keep asking myself why is everyone so sad, but rather, why can't i make everyone happy....it seems almost rude, if not impersonal if i'm happy when everyone else is sad....since i hate being sad, i become angry.....

it's not just your fault nat, i should've capped that anger.....on some parts it was my fault too...

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like both xinyi and i share, when we are sad about stuff, we come to school to look forward for others to cheer you up. and maybe to seek solace in friends around you who might not solve your problems, but will give you a listening ear anytime......

right now, i just hope everyone can laugh again without pretenses.....get well soon everyone!!!!