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Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Red!

RED!!!!!!!!muahahaha.....so excited

i'm wearing my new red pyjamas.....it has a large elmo face on it and it's wondrously cute!

hahahaha....so happy....it's like my mum spotted this red pyjamas at our market area there, then it was a pyjama dress, so all the more i love it.....hehehe, ask my grandma to sew a another red pyjama for me :D

lolz....this week has been busy, and frankly speaking, sleep hasn't been enough. yah, who am i to complain, i live in yishun, others live further, and comparatively i'm lucky.

but hey, the amount of stress going through right now is HUGE!!!and so to speak, the next student conductor will face the same thing....so yah, embrace yourself.

anyway.....everyone has the right to be tired, sick etc....i mean we're all human what...can't expect us to run like robots 24/7 everyday you know....what's more, when friends around us are tired, we can only pat them on the back and leave them to rest....there's all that is to it.

but after skipping geog lecture to catch some Zs, i feel so much rejuvinated....and thanks to van, we could wake up on time for lunch too!really thank adrain for helping us with the notes....hahahaha, i know we probably did wrong by skipping, but really, the rest was very much needed.

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no one has the right to judge, no when you're doing the same thing as well....so perhaps before we all take a comment on things which others do and know that they are wrong, take a step back and reconsider if you were in their position.

yes, i have no right to comment, because the circumstances are not the same. but no, i don't judge my friends....even if i know what they do is wrong. because the world is more than just black and white, even so...if you only see things in blakc and white, then how boring yuor life must have been.

i accept that nat is tired, i accept that even xinyi has her patience tried sometimes....also, i accept that jia liang has some (unusual) pet peeves.....but all in all, they are people who accept my frankness as well...and they take me for who i am....

they say that relationship has no clear form of who gives more than who...but the reality remains that in every relationship - there has to be a give and take. you give some, you take some....and when you keep taking all the time...it's very selfish and it makes people around feel uncomfortable and unjustified.

go on....contradict me and prove to me that in a relationship, you're happier in taking than giving.

because ultimately, those who give more, like mother theresa, find true happiness...they laugh with their hearts...and they do not require pleasure to make their life fulfilling.

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