hahaha! i've finally bought the cd....les miserables

went out with mum to get some stuff from tangs, then saw alot of beautiful clothes and shoes. oh man, wish i had the leg-strength to carry on. athough i felt really bad for snapping at my mum so many times, was feeling really tired and crappy.

haiz, but anyway.....it sucks to not complete your hmwk and go out. it's like there's this ghost hanging behind you....sounds scary right? it probably is.

speaking about ghost, i remembered last time sok ying and i went to the yishun comic shop to borrow comics like almost on a daily basis. just to get things right - i've started reading comics ever since sec 2. those are the days which i dun really speak about....hahaha...but anyway, i still want to read them. just that in the span of those 2 years, both sok ying and i have almost borrowed the whole of the shop. we didn't really read those "hot titles" like fruti basket, bleah etc. because they were all loaned out anyway. we settled for something else, and found that there are much more nicer ones besides those books. thanks to these comics, my chinese improved tremendously and i can enjoy other literature better. anyway, after a's i'm going to read comics....like visit beryl's house or something

anyway, i really miss having time for myself. a promise is a promise....must make time for myself after a's and after syf i'll have mini-celebration with guanyu and other few great pals. and i'll go out with von as promised....not forgetting nat and xinyi....and a baking session with cindy...must really learn more from her (still can't forget the cupcakes).

so many things to do! finally, i can read all i want, sleep all i want, and play tennis all i want.

i realised there are so many things i have not done ever since i entered jc. reading comics is one example, playing tennis is another.

alot of people don;t know this, but i play tennis since primary 5. the reason i don't tell people is because i'm not very good at it. so yah.....abit paiseh also mah. anyway, this morn i asked my dad if i can go back and play with him every sunday during june holidays. because not only i want to spend more time with my dad, (with all the quasi-conversations) but also keep in shape. hahahaha.......i don't want to give people the wrong impression that i'm interested in tennis only because adrain is playing it something.

so weird right? i always seek people for clarification before i do things....it's time that i stand up for myself.hahahahaha......feel like playing tennis during p.e, i dun mind playing with the wall actually, but having a partner is better...*cough* (hahahaha....)

anyway....it's really cool to be able to do what you enjoy....stupid me! last time, i thought tennis on sundays was tiring. never knew how much i missed it....haiz....things that are really not to be taken for granted.

I WANT TO DO WHAT I ENJOY BEST.....

we may all work for something we believe in....but in the midst of the madness and flurry of pursuing our dreams, we must also enjoy life. yes, working for a future is difficult and tiring, but it doesn't have to always be that way right?