It's been so long since i've touched my home keyboard for reasons other than school.

and i'm sure my msn is sitting lonely at the corner waiting for me to log in.

but hey.....the busy month is just about to get busier and this entry may be the last....you'll see me again in june or something.

so people....i'm not taking a time-out but a time-in to get my affairs in order and all the buzz gone before i can really sit down and do what i want.

that book is collecting dust on the table.

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to my band mates:

it's not going to be easy...and we may not get what we want this time, but the truth remains, if you want a breakthrough and stop feeling lousy for yourself, then we cannot stop dreaming.

have you watched "meet the robinson's" lately?the motto of the whole show is "keep moving forward"....perhaps people these days are being too passive about their lives that they resort to sitting back and enjoy the benefits rather than be part of the whole action.

DON'T BE LIKE THAT.

never ever be passive about your life because at the end of the line, you'll only feel really lousy about yourself for "not doing something in the first place". if you bother to change the passive habits now, then perhaps you can see the world in a different light. that the world is not leading you somewhere, but rather we all have a part in changing the world we know today.

the only reason that people whine is that they want to change something but can't do it because they have no courage.

courage is not an absence of fear but rather embracing it. to know the risks and gains in everything you do - to fully realise the impact and the cost of your actions.

this journey has been a great one for me, for the j2s at least....turning a dormant volcano into an active one. it's your turn to make this happen and rebrand YJ....make our work erupt and even though we may not be there to witness the eruption but i'm sure the repercussions can be felt all the way through and we'll look back to you, our dear band mates and listen to the shouts of victory.we'll be proud of you.

we must work towards the future.....and if we work to succeed then succeed we must.

your battle is already half-won.....pull through the dark times and later you'll find that you life is more than just books and hmwk....life is what you make it out to be.