Hmm....i felt like writing today....just suddenly, after i gave the auntie the remaining of our house's newspapers (don't worry, i've saved the pathetic few articles for the theory to reality file)

anyway....i was dreaming (don't wanna use fantasize as previously planned-thought it might draw unwanted conclusions) that if one day, a single and attractive lady wererich and living in a big swiss chateau, deciding which company she might buy next (i seriously, think that companies that buy each other are on their road to self-deestruction)....then she suddenly decides on hiring a butler since it was her childhood dream. then after hiring the help, they fall in love and marry or something. but the fun part would be when the husband (the butler) would run the household of the many many servants and meet his wife when she comes back home saying how busy his day was.

hmm....interesting picture, don't know if i've made myself clear or not, but it seems pretty fascinating to me. the power plays of the modern woman going out to conquer the free market while coming back home literally, to marry a man right under her nose. and the perfection in it is that the husband, who is a meager butler accepts and love her for who she is, rather than what she has made for herself.

i don't know, but many guys i've met have a large ego...like it's a must for them to be on top of women (literally and figuratively). but the fact remains that today's ladies are not as simplistic as those in the late centuries.

must i admit? that i really envy men? they have the potential to do whatever they want because their likely-ancestors have created a macho-world that allows their grand-sons and grand-nephews to live in it comfortably.

what is wo-man then....seriously, we are not taken seriously because most of the time we whine, groan, plead and tear.

then yet again, we have the last laugh - can men live without woman in general? nah......i've seen alot of single women but hardly any single men.

go on, challenge my view, do a survey of sorts and you'll find that most men that divorce, or seperate from their prehistoric-loved ones, usually find partners in the very near future.

i used prehistoric because that's how we look like when our hearts are broken.

anyway......the issue of man and woman can never end, who is bigger than who.

but my personal view, is not to challenge the stature or the world of men. although i might feel tempted to, but rather, the long term gratification would be to indulge in the world of opposites. it's so much easier when we can understand each the imperfect of each other perfectly.

maybe my daydream expresses this desire - a high-flyer of a woman who finds a home made for both, in the man that she loves and admires who loves and admires her in return.