felt a sense of accomplishment today....sorry mum- i blew up at you this morning for whatever reasons inside...(don't think you'll be reading this, but it makes my conscience better)

what is the definition of a bird?

a creature with wings?

hahahaha.....that was what happened on sat afternoon, when to the library with kris, jialiang and vann....just kinda realised how sweet jialiang can be~hais...shouldn't have "divorced" him so soon(cindy, don't get any ideas)

echoing to what kristelle said - ritty is really nice, and there's alot to know about yuor pw mates after a year too

thanks to nat and her ever lovable messages....in times of crisis and all the hell we've been going thru

cheers to vann for helping us in the project by taking up space (literally) in the nlb so we can do our research...love her~

and a well sounded applause to ismail and nat for waking up early and heading down to the god-forsaken place called sungei buloh to take weather readings.

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i'm done for today..._zap_sunday is me-time, until i have kids....

so, please try as far as possible to not talk work on sunday okay? (no nat, don't feel bad when you ask me about geography - that's not what i meant here)it's just that sundays are for me, to cram homework and practice piano, eat properly, watch some t.v and sleep.

please don't see cramming hmwk as a form of poor time management, as i assure you, even though i might sound really petty and self-protective in this - but the hmwk is due much later, jsut that i'm doing it NOW...get it? so don't get any ideas

is it fair for one to work so hard for so little?

when can you see what i see....the issue is still not them, it's us....-juxtapose passage

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felt a bloody sense of accomplishment for re-doing the band practice schedule, band weekly-practice schedule and the outline of the geog written report.

not that i wanna boast or anything about my day's work - it's just that i wanna report about it.

kinda sick and tired for a while after all the shit that has come and gone.

let's see....if nothing's to be done, i guess our worst fears will arise.

when i say it, i mean it, and will most probably do it.

so don't make me say it, and mean it and do it at the same time - because sometimes, when that happens, things can get pretty ugly.

(for once, i'm angry for people i care about)

nat - i can't wait to talk to you....

cindy - i can't wait to tell you what i feel

kris - i want to hear what you have to say, because your opinions mean so much to me.

jialiang - thanks for being there

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24hrs later and i'm still fuming - suddenly, it's no longer controllable, and a side of me really want to talk to someone about it. i'm sick of playing charades and i'm sick of screw-ups.