you know dementors from the harry potter? i feel like i've got kissed by them....must be PMS...pre,present and post-menstrual syndrome...

it feels so good to have everyone study together...to mug for the same thing. but perhaps it's like every other happy times, they don't last.

yesterday on my way home, was reading the alkene notes and found that alot of stuff that didn't make sense...didn't strike me that lectures were THAT important...then decided at night to ask mr lim tml...but then consulting him alone seems selfish so i asked nat and pop along just to confirm the time first....hmm, maybe 10pm is too late for me bah, that's why i didn't sms the rest....sorry okay? not that we decided it ourselves or what...just that there were some constraints like : if i confirm the time and no one wants to join? or there are alot of people who wnat to ask also but mr lim not free....so it's like a 2-way bite. to take the safe bet, i asked those a few that were happened to be online and everything (cuz my sms kinda blew)

yah....so today was a gloomy day despite the cheery weather.

and yes i know, i happen to associate happiness to weather ALOT...

hmmm, was telling nat that day that i was loosing interest in geog. in fact, i'm sort of losing interest in everything. perhaps that's a stage of growing up where nothing seems to fascinate you anymore you know? because you understand how things work at the molecular level that whatever you hear your cousin reciting some science facts you know that they are, well, not exactly that true.

then what is truth then? somehow i feel that the definition of truth should be revised. there are so many versions of "truth" and they can all make logical sense.

i guess truth should be defined as the views of the majority substantiated with actual facts, and that evidence is tied closely to truth.

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i recently found this pretty fascinating....the amount of homework we have.

it's not the material item that i personally find fascinating but rather the capacity at which we can cope. it's really really amazing.

for starters,

i've completed 6, 25 mark essay questions and 2 DRQ for econs.

By the end of next week i'ldve completed 2 set of full math papers as well as 2 more, 25 mark econs essay.

4, 25 mark geography essay questions, 3 DRQ and have completed a weathering chart on climate relations to the type of weathering concerned.

and that's not all.

in the span of just a week, we've covered Uses of NI stats, Limitations of NI stats, Alkenes, Arenes and going on to Halogenoalkanes(i think),Hydrology (Rivers) and finished up Probability.

we're just so damn wonderful aren't we?

working like super-people just to catch up with the rest of the cohort...but words cannot explain how satisfied i am when i hand in every piece of work on time. (well, at least, only one was late.)

it's just better to take everything in a positive light, because you never know.

i want good results because it means too much to me....pehaps i should take my own advice and sit back alittle....because as far as i am concerned, a relaxed mind works much better.....