I guess, no one said that j2 life was going to be easy...or a piece of cake. either way, i'm in it with around 300 or so students in this cheery instituition of education.

fun is over, and goodbye to unhappy times....

i'm going to say hello to positivity and maturity.

some lessons have taught all of us to be more positive and maturity. if you ever have those A-HA moments, then you'll know what i feel.

books and notes are just a small of part of a bigger picture.....it just helps us to be better- to see the world in a different light.

i like accounting so far, since it's my first ever lesson and somehow i feel i can connect with nat now....it's not too difficult to say what you really feel about a person.

perhaps letting shadows lurk behind you isn't a healthy thing.

it takes time to still tell others how you really feel, but i think i'm on the right track.

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it's not fair for others to put up with my melancholy.

but i promise i won't be insecure and let it affect me anymore-because there are so many things to be grateful for.

i guess, modern society with all it's glam and glitter is just a major cover up on how insecure each and everyone of us are.

it's like a coating of sugar on a very plain cake.

so much has gone into that glamourous cake that you see on confectionary boutiques but so little does one know the hard work that goes on in making the foundation of the cake. which is afterall, the butter cake.

i strongly believe that, that foundation is what makes us strong and look life in a positive light. that foundation can be family, can be talent, it can be many things if you want to let it be.

so right now, i'm going to build this strong foundation of character in me. to listen to others, and to be listened at the same time.

it's not too difficult to put icing on a strong foundation that doesn't crumble. but it's gonna be very difficult if your foundation is too porous and distant. because when icing adds up and by the time you're on the shelf, your beauty doesn't show true.

don't close yuorself up, or allow yourself to be bitter.

don't make life difficult when it already is.

we all have to learn how to break through the emotional walls we have set around ourselves. -to get rid of all envy and jealousy before we can truly appreciate the inner beauty in all of us.

i still find the simple butter cake the most beautiful cake of all.

i still find the perfect simple butter cake the most beautiful cake of all.