it's about bloody time we get our bums moving don't you think....hahaha....really high today, because of all the adrenaline. probably need 10tubes of the minty chocolate stuff that kirst gave us today to burn those adrenaline off....hehehe

really had a great sense of satisfaction after churning out the programe for this year's xmas concert.

so sad lah....some of the band members can't join us....*sigh* they shall be dearly missed

anyway, have got to credit some people in helping me in the concert...

krist for her wonderful idea to extend my title for the concert.

saras for her expertise and valuable advice

qabir and his intiative to share his opinions on the work so as to make it better....really appreciated it.

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Planning any event, is the easy part....putting it into action, well that's often another story.

although i'm not too sure what to write, but there are still some things i want to write.

no plan, idea or system can truly function without give and take. like no one is equally perfect, so maybe it's always good to listen and be open to suggestions by how we can all improve. it would hurt because of that pride we have when we created something. but most importantly, people comment because they give a damn about your abilities.

i almost lost hope, because inspiration didn't come knocking at my door. but when inspiration comes, it comes at odd times (like during someone else's OP presentation) for a moment, i thought i lost it. but oddly, adrenaline can make your neurons fire and before you know it, at the end of 1hr, you've done up the programme proposal.

indeed....it is not possible without the help of special individuals mentioned.

sometimes, we misunderstand the good that people do. because we do not truly know where they are coming from. Now, i see that this is not a chance to waste. oh man....why didn't you say earlier...liddat then i not so slack le mah.

but it's not an excuse. duty is duty....and sometimes, we all need a break. today, in council room, i saw jixiang so hardworking with math and it made me guilty to think of all the talk i've done. i wanted to much to do h3, to get A for all subjects.

but that does come with a price.

and perhaps the price is more than what i'm willing to pay? i do not yet know....all i care and will do, is to carry on and see where all my instincts bring me. At the end of the day, everything will hopefully come in full circle.

man can only do so much....the rest is up the conditions and perhaps a litttle luck :D