I just bought "tell me your dreams"....oh man, still owe my mum some money for that

so....the inevitable has finally came....PROMOS TIME!

hahaha....okok, before we get on to that, i went through a very interesting book...

When i buy books, i don't go for the story or the cover...i sort of trust fate. it's not about picking a particular author or observing a catchy title either.......

last last week my mum and i went to kinokuniya to get the sidney sheldon book-doomsday conspiracy. and then my eyes wandered to the large old-looking book above it. it's called "The interpretation of murder"

so out of curiousity, i picked up the book and read the behind...hmm,a mystery...i love mysteries. but then, there's something more....

but didn't have the time to read furthur....

given my very forgetful memory, i forgot about it....

then YESTERDAY at times, while after reading a book about fate, and again to pick up another sidney sheldon book, i came across that very same book....

hahaha...so i set my mind to buy it because after reading the first few lines...i sorta for absorbed into the writing...

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The first few lines were about choosing between happiness and meaning in life. If you choose to be happy, then you live for the moment...so by doing that you will not bother to look into your past and relive the memories-hence you find no meaning in life.

Then if you want to live a life with meaning, you'll have to look into your past, no matter how painful it has to be....

So as humans, we can never have both

~ah....

So much in so little....(just my type of book)

I realised after all the has gone by....that being a cynical person, i find it hard to trust other people. i'm not meaning that you are all horrible people...i admit that people can be nice.

sometimes it's the fact of being let-down by myself many times that it's hard to trust someone fully again.and when you try, you start to find friction between you and your new found friends. so coming back to say, it's a vicious cycle....

it's very hard to maintain a relationship with a fellow human being. no-my mistake, it's easy to MAINTAIN, but very difficult to build on rocky foundations.

as i said, i'm open to what you're going to say to me. because as long as it helps me to cure, you have no idea how much i'll appreciate it.

Although, i don't deny that i'll reject it as a knee-jerk reaction. but thought will be given...

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Recently, i had horrible dreams....dreams of being stabbed literally, with a "samurai sword" front and back and the stabber was no other than me. but interestingly, i felt no pain, it was numb and there was no blood. lateri remembered myself DENYING that it ever happened.

can it be that more awaits me? more rocky hills to climb, meanwhile losing the support i'll get....?

see? it's my cynicism again....at least i caught it.

so why not think of it in the positive light. those 2 stab wounds were what i must go through, but thankfully there's no pain because i'm familar with it.so much so that it's nothing new anymore...hahaha

are dreams really what you make them out to be?

i don't know...but there's a limit. you have it, i have it, she has it, he has it.....

but ultimately, how good a person will be, will always cause some sort of a rub-together with another person.

for everything i've done, and will ever do....-my apologies to you all

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