Claud

An avid collector of your hopes and worries, a romantic at heart.

She thanks her fairies, for blessing her with people who know compassion down to an art.

For accepting her for who she is, who never fails to turn up,

in times of need as well as happiness, or just there for a loving hug.

oh man...i seriously want a break from everything...from studies, from tests, from the endless homework and everything. it's driving me nuts la....mentally and physically...it's not a complaining session, but really...i'm really really really at my limit le

yesterday night was a bad night sleep. i couldn't sleep....i'm not sure why also..maybe unconciously i'm thinkin of too many things, band, friends....like how i've made another person angry?

i seriously don't want to make anyone angry. it's not fair to anyone. i've tried so much to change you know, sometimes it's even harder when you don't know what's wrong with you.

frustrating, it's all so bloody frustrating. going everywhere and constantly doubt yuorself if yuo've angered another person.somehow knowing that he/she is not interested in what the shit you're saying. not giving a damn about yuor opinions.

it's not very fair isn't it? everyone of us wants another person to be nice, but we can;t always have what we want.

we can't.....you have bad days, that i understand....but you're not the only one with the bad days.

it's so true when i've heard this phrase, " who will guard the guards"

you care so much for people but who will care for you in return?

will the people you care about care for you in return?

that is the question that is bugging me all these while.

you have your limits, i have mine.

maybe it's best that we don't even start a conversation at all....


since i'm so irritaint,
since i'm so insensitive,
perhaps it's better if i just drop everything,
and let you go handle it yourself.
there's nothing more i can do....there's nothing i can do for you.